2003-08-07; 2:31 p.m.
..eyeless, lipless, earless..
mutinous organs and bones, not even spiritual; the sky is haggard while it drizzles. I'm thinking of black doves and tears enough to fill an urn.
Peek's cat collar bell is jingling outside the door. I would let her in but she mewls frantically and claws all the way up to my throat, staring at my eyes. I wish mine were as bright. I wish I were stupid enough to be happy.
I feel bloated and leaden-eyed, limp and corpse coloured. if the world was a human body, my home would be clinging to the hangnail of a fat toe.
I wish I was tall enough to gasp in the clouds and run my fingers through them when they're heavy.
take me away.
.. so tired .. - 2003-09-14
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..eyeless, lipless, earless.. - 2003-08-07
my most sinful daydream... - 2003-08-02
...brilliant huxley... - 2003-08-01